Something for me to reap about not because i want her to be hurt or to get hurt because of me, but because of the things she said. Though i've heard these before, I'm gonna try to have more faith in me, myself and i.

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"beacuse you love me, you never gave up on me.
no matter how bad, how deep i hurt you
you will always be here because you love me.
i know i took you for granted many times.
i know that it's killing you inside.
but even thou i said it a thousand times.
i still gotta repeat it.
i'm sorry.
i know you're hurt,
but let me take my responsibility as your partner
to remove all the pains that i caused
i'm sorry that i took you for granted.
and i know i gotta prove to you my actions
cause you're ever so sick of words.
but i'm gonna repeat it one last time.
i'm sorry.

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Baby girl, you know things will never turn out what we want it to be. But i'm glad that we made a decision and not let things hinder in our way. I was selfish and i apologise for that. I shouldnt have put something else infront of you as my piority. I know that it's gonna take some time for the wound to heal, but know that it'll eventually heal up. Let me walk with you thru the steps of recovery cause i'll do whatever it takes to turn things around. You want me to change, to love you the way you want me to. I'll do it, just for you :]




Signing off:
Kenny Chng~