I'm damn farking pissed off i tell you!! I took days to write down notes and study my ass off. Now, its just pure crap i tell you... Its pure crap!! In the end, tbat what i initially studied didnt came out, at most for a chapter or two. And what that has came out, are those which i didnt even touch nor glance through!! Damn!!!!!
I'm having massive headache right now which isnt helping at all. AGRRRRRHXS!!! Nothing is going into my head right now, and its officially dooms day for me.!! (Which is practically tomorrow)!!
Why cant i be super-smart or something? Zzz. I totally hate smart people!!
Bwarh!! LA Ink is up!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted at: 10.32am
Laterrrrrrrrrrrr!!
Sunday, June 29, 2008
(My 4 Best buddies)!!!! MARKSMAN CHAMPIONS!!!
(EVERYBODY!! Come and have a peek at my work desk)!! CLEAN aye???
(Have you ever seen a driver parking his car like this? horizontally on the narrow road)? And are you wondering, who the hell parked the police car there? hahahax!! Its me!!
(Me at the shooting range!! training my marksman!!)
Saturday, June 28, 2008
hahaz.. i spent my friday with some of my working colleagues and girlfriend(s)... hahahx!! ((: Met up with Denise and Vivian, then we headed to the national library to errr.. study for like.. 10min's? Haha!! We wanted to study, i swear!! but there were no seats and we had to wait for like, so long till a couple of them left. Tsk..tsk.. So in the end, we went shopping for a little while before we all head our seperate ways and then when i met Si Min and Hui Min (By the way, they are not sisters). hahax!!
Then went to meet up with the rest to have dinner with. And i will say, O...My...Gosh!! it was the best dinner i've ever had. With so many people around and all.. Look at the pic and you'll prolly know. hahax!!
(us looking through the menu's)
anyhoo, we took a cab back home along with my best buddy (Denise). hahax!! She was quite drunk and there's no one at her house. So, i offered to bring her back to my house since she stayed near my estate. so yea... And yepp, this pretty much fills up my friday. Dang!! 2 more days to my exam's and i've not memorised anything yet. HELP!!. oh well, i better make up for it. which means my weekends are taken up for studying. Arrrrrhx!! in the mean time, i better go and memorise something since i don feel like sleeping and all.
oh my, i am turning nocturnal again!! hahahax!!
Not a agood Sign!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted at: 3.53am
Then went to meet up with the rest to have dinner with. And i will say, O...My...Gosh!! it was the best dinner i've ever had. With so many people around and all.. Look at the pic and you'll prolly know. hahax!!
(us looking through the menu's)
anyhoo, we took a cab back home along with my best buddy (Denise). hahax!! She was quite drunk and there's no one at her house. So, i offered to bring her back to my house since she stayed near my estate. so yea... And yepp, this pretty much fills up my friday. Dang!! 2 more days to my exam's and i've not memorised anything yet. HELP!!. oh well, i better make up for it. which means my weekends are taken up for studying. Arrrrrhx!! in the mean time, i better go and memorise something since i don feel like sleeping and all.
oh my, i am turning nocturnal again!! hahahax!!
Not a agood Sign!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted at: 3.53am
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Pic's... pic's and Pic's!!!!!!!!
(alrights!! i got to admit that she's a photogenic)!! (while in the cab)!!
(When i was at her house using the toilet, she took my phone and snap a pic of herself)!! Darn!!! agrrrrrrhx!!! Hate it!!
(Why upon all Hp's, you must use mine)?? walao... ... IDIoT!!
(Now we're down to 4 blades) know which one'(s) mine? hahax!! its darn obvious!!
(Group picture)!! hahax!! ehhhhhh, where's falcom's face?
(Walao... she die die also wants me to upload this pic up)!! next time remind me not to buy such a good phone in future!! agrrrrhx!!
(lolss, Dave doesn't even know that he's being shot)!! hahahax!!
(Make a guess!! hahax!! where's my leg)??
(ya know something? i shouldnt have left my phone with her, cause i knew that she would use my phone's camera and snap a picture of her own)!! agrrrrrrrhx!!
(My Cousin)!! hahax!! Handsome right?!
(hahax!! she's trying to be the super model for the presents i bought for my cousin's wedding)!!
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Depressed!!
Well, Darling came back from her class chalet which was organised and celebrated at Changi (SAF Chalet). Hahax!! you guys must be wondering why am i blogging another post up aye?! Well guys, i just cant get to sleep after reading my darling's blog!!
hmmmm.. i somehow find her quite weird after she had her bubble bath and all. The feeling is like she's trying to hide something. Something which cant be told or shared. Well, i did asked her to say. Pleaded for more than 4 times i think?! yea!! but she just told me," no, nothing is happening and all". But, i can tell, just by her voice and all.
I mean...
If she can share, (or i would rather use the word "Tell"), her daddy (xavier) bout it, why cant she tell me? i mean, ya, its painful but i am her boyfriend right? shouldnt she share with me 1st? or at least let me know whats going on in her life and all?
Am i so that inferior to her daddy? (xavier)? That much inferior?? omg!! i cant imagine. I simply cant.
Hahax!! while i was going down the stairs from the third floor. Something happened!! (wanna know what)? i tripped over the stairs and fell. And oh ya, (i am suffering from an ankle bruise, guess there's a blood clot inside)! so i fell and roll down all the way to the 1st floor. Guess how much pain that was!! if you guys don!! Then try getting ur ankle fractured and suffer from an internal blood clot. That, you will know how much of a pain that is. (excluding falling off from the stairs). That would prolly get you somewhere.
Its 0300am hours now and i am still not sleeping. 3rd day i've not been sleeping. Guess darling should be asleep by now. called her Hp, but she didnt pick up. hahax!! guess what guys? Tml, i am going to catch the movie, Get Smart!! and yepp, with a condition like this? HELL YEA!! i am soooooo wanting to catch that show for a very very darn long time. And then after that will be, "hancock", "The Kingdom". you guessed it!! Alone.. cause she has to work, and therefore i am going alone.
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I am currently having a major headache right now. Grrrreat. Just when i was about to start studying. Prolly it's some sign or something that i shouldnt be studying today. (hahax). But then again, i haven been studying for the whole week already and i'm feeling pretty guilty bout it. Julie isnt making me feel any better because she's tempting me to head over to Anchor Point's HongKong's Cafe to have my supper with the rest of her friends. (which i don even know a single soul out of the whole group). AGRRRRRRRHX!! so darn tempting. Poor me has to stay at home and study my ass off. /Sulks!!
Its also pretty darn depressing that only 2 tablets of panadol (extra fast) ones will take its effect on me. Even if i take 3 of the normal ones, it wouldnt work!!. Its like i've become immune to eating panadol or something. Its so DARN depressing.
hahax!! Sheryl cant get to sleep right now? and i am chatting with her. She's missing her anglelic boyfriend and she kindda smell like him right now. And she likes it. it makes her feel that he's right beside her every single moment. So i told her, sometimes people tend to miss their boyfriend or girlfriend so much that he/ she too wants them darn badly. Yes, thats how me and her are feeling right now. But, its a good kindda miss. The one(s) whereby no matter how much you miss them, they're just a phone call away and don hesitate to rush down just to be with you, that sort of miss.
(Apparently, what i've kept telling myself is not working as how i want it to).
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Rather short post today!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @: 0305am
hmmmm.. i somehow find her quite weird after she had her bubble bath and all. The feeling is like she's trying to hide something. Something which cant be told or shared. Well, i did asked her to say. Pleaded for more than 4 times i think?! yea!! but she just told me," no, nothing is happening and all". But, i can tell, just by her voice and all.
I mean...
If she can share, (or i would rather use the word "Tell"), her daddy (xavier) bout it, why cant she tell me? i mean, ya, its painful but i am her boyfriend right? shouldnt she share with me 1st? or at least let me know whats going on in her life and all?
Am i so that inferior to her daddy? (xavier)? That much inferior?? omg!! i cant imagine. I simply cant.
Hahax!! while i was going down the stairs from the third floor. Something happened!! (wanna know what)? i tripped over the stairs and fell. And oh ya, (i am suffering from an ankle bruise, guess there's a blood clot inside)! so i fell and roll down all the way to the 1st floor. Guess how much pain that was!! if you guys don!! Then try getting ur ankle fractured and suffer from an internal blood clot. That, you will know how much of a pain that is. (excluding falling off from the stairs). That would prolly get you somewhere.
Its 0300am hours now and i am still not sleeping. 3rd day i've not been sleeping. Guess darling should be asleep by now. called her Hp, but she didnt pick up. hahax!! guess what guys? Tml, i am going to catch the movie, Get Smart!! and yepp, with a condition like this? HELL YEA!! i am soooooo wanting to catch that show for a very very darn long time. And then after that will be, "hancock", "The Kingdom". you guessed it!! Alone.. cause she has to work, and therefore i am going alone.
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I am currently having a major headache right now. Grrrreat. Just when i was about to start studying. Prolly it's some sign or something that i shouldnt be studying today. (hahax). But then again, i haven been studying for the whole week already and i'm feeling pretty guilty bout it. Julie isnt making me feel any better because she's tempting me to head over to Anchor Point's HongKong's Cafe to have my supper with the rest of her friends. (which i don even know a single soul out of the whole group). AGRRRRRRRHX!! so darn tempting. Poor me has to stay at home and study my ass off. /Sulks!!
Its also pretty darn depressing that only 2 tablets of panadol (extra fast) ones will take its effect on me. Even if i take 3 of the normal ones, it wouldnt work!!. Its like i've become immune to eating panadol or something. Its so DARN depressing.
hahax!! Sheryl cant get to sleep right now? and i am chatting with her. She's missing her anglelic boyfriend and she kindda smell like him right now. And she likes it. it makes her feel that he's right beside her every single moment. So i told her, sometimes people tend to miss their boyfriend or girlfriend so much that he/ she too wants them darn badly. Yes, thats how me and her are feeling right now. But, its a good kindda miss. The one(s) whereby no matter how much you miss them, they're just a phone call away and don hesitate to rush down just to be with you, that sort of miss.
(Apparently, what i've kept telling myself is not working as how i want it to).
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Rather short post today!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @: 0305am
So much for studying..
Okay, guess what? My notes and books are officially superbly "Usefull" in a way. I've used my notes as a mouse pad for my mouse and my books are FULL of chips!! hahax!!. And i've not covered 1/2 of the topics that will be tested, and i only like have 5 more freaking days to study everything but yet, i'm here blogging!! heehee^^<. So much for studying aye?! I simply don feel like studying rihgt now, so i'll prolly start laterrrrrrrrr. Like after a nice longggg longggg nap or something... hahax!! so yepp^^<
I didnt manage to buy anything at all!! Reached home feeling unaccomplished!! I need to Watch movie(s) to release what i call "study stress". So i could... prolly do better??(I guess).. But, like what my bitching buddy said, (I just have to endure for at most 2more weeks, and i'll have A MONTH of holiday to relax and enjoy). I'll prolly get back to study or something. (Prolly)
Anyways, Felicia just went offline. So currently i have no one to talk to... Haiiz... any kind souls please feel free and talk to me!!! agrrrrhx!!
Also caught up with Jiaqi not long ago. Dang!! she said that she missed me so much. (Heyhey!! i do have a girlfriend ya know?) hahax!!. We used to watch movies and pour our hearts out together. She's also been quite busy with her school stuff and boyfriend esp. hahax!! (remember to intro ur boyfriend to me sometimes)!! chaos!! and maybe we can all go K-Box together!! ^^< when our exams are all dealt with.
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Replies!!
Baby-Sadly: Yes, they are haunting me!! and i hate it!!
Juli: Thank you!! you too yepp?
Sponge-Bob hahax: you also!! School starting soon. Stop Frying Crabby-Patties already.
Reader: 120-150 bucks probably?
Avril: Which avril are you? From WestWood Sec?
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @: 11.00pm.
I didnt manage to buy anything at all!! Reached home feeling unaccomplished!! I need to Watch movie(s) to release what i call "study stress". So i could... prolly do better??(I guess).. But, like what my bitching buddy said, (I just have to endure for at most 2more weeks, and i'll have A MONTH of holiday to relax and enjoy). I'll prolly get back to study or something. (Prolly)
Anyways, Felicia just went offline. So currently i have no one to talk to... Haiiz... any kind souls please feel free and talk to me!!! agrrrrhx!!
Also caught up with Jiaqi not long ago. Dang!! she said that she missed me so much. (Heyhey!! i do have a girlfriend ya know?) hahax!!. We used to watch movies and pour our hearts out together. She's also been quite busy with her school stuff and boyfriend esp. hahax!! (remember to intro ur boyfriend to me sometimes)!! chaos!! and maybe we can all go K-Box together!! ^^< when our exams are all dealt with.
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Replies!!
Baby-Sadly: Yes, they are haunting me!! and i hate it!!
Juli: Thank you!! you too yepp?
Sponge-Bob hahax: you also!! School starting soon. Stop Frying Crabby-Patties already.
Reader: 120-150 bucks probably?
Avril: Which avril are you? From WestWood Sec?
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @: 11.00pm.
Monday, June 23, 2008
I should be Studying.
i know.. i know.. Exams are just in 7days time and i haven been Running well for my 10click (10km) at all. (If you get what i mean). I've not flunked any exams so far, and i don tend/ start now. HOWEVER, i think darling will be out with friends tomorrow, so i think i will head back to the campus till like prolly 4 - 5pm? and pretty much after that will head out to the toy's museum or something.
Ystd managed to hang out with darling and i hope that she really enjoyed her day. We both caught "Don't Mess With The Zohan". Well, was not quite a good seat actually... But heck the seat, its the movie that matters aint it? Afterall, it was the presence of one another right?Though i could go without the hours of aching feets and such. Nevertheless, yea... we had fun.
Oh yepp!! Before i jet off, there are surveys to be done!!
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- If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: To be Darn filthy rich and have a life time endless supplies of moo-lahs.
- What will your dream wedding be like?
Ans: I would want a church wedding! And prolly somewhere nice and fancy for the dinner or something.
- Are you hungry?
Ans: Very!!
- Whats your ideal lover like?
Ans: NIKKI CHAN SI MIN (Need to spell)?!
- How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans: If i really love that someone, i will go all out just for her.
- Is there anything thats making you unhappy? like now?
Ans: Exams and something else!!**
- Whats the 1st thing you do when you wake up?
Ans: MORNING STRETCH!!
- Would you give it all in a relationship?
Ans: Of course!!! Without a doubt!!
- What are your friends usually like?
Ans: Different sorts!!
- Do you have any expensive presents?
Ans: Yes, From my dad!!
- Excited for anything this week?
Ans: DEFITNETLY not the upcomming exams!!
- Where is your phone?
Ans: Sleeping in my room!!
- How many kids do you wanna have?
Ans: 2
- What outfit do you have in this exact moment?
Ans: Shirt and Bottom!
- Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
Ans: Not in a very very darn long time!!!
- Wanna get married?
Ans: Why not??
- What is your issue right now?
Ans: There are alot of issue(s) running in my mind now.
- Have you had alcohol this week?
Ans: HeLL no!!
- How many beds did you lay on this few weeks?
Ans: 2
- Do you have any pets?
Ans: i find him more like a family!!
- How many houses have you lived in?
Ans: 3
- What was the last thing you ate today?
Ans: Rock Melon.
- Do you prefer socks? shoes? or bare feet?
Ans: BARE FEET!!
- Do you like anyone?
Ans: I LOVE my someone!! (any issue)?
- What were you doing at 12mn last night?
Ans: Chatting
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Alrights, no more 15mins. Off i go!!
Signing off:
Kenny chng
Time at: 00.50am
Ystd managed to hang out with darling and i hope that she really enjoyed her day. We both caught "Don't Mess With The Zohan". Well, was not quite a good seat actually... But heck the seat, its the movie that matters aint it? Afterall, it was the presence of one another right?Though i could go without the hours of aching feets and such. Nevertheless, yea... we had fun.
Oh yepp!! Before i jet off, there are surveys to be done!!
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- If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: To be Darn filthy rich and have a life time endless supplies of moo-lahs.
- What will your dream wedding be like?
Ans: I would want a church wedding! And prolly somewhere nice and fancy for the dinner or something.
- Are you hungry?
Ans: Very!!
- Whats your ideal lover like?
Ans: NIKKI CHAN SI MIN (Need to spell)?!
- How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans: If i really love that someone, i will go all out just for her.
- Is there anything thats making you unhappy? like now?
Ans: Exams and something else!!**
- Whats the 1st thing you do when you wake up?
Ans: MORNING STRETCH!!
- Would you give it all in a relationship?
Ans: Of course!!! Without a doubt!!
- What are your friends usually like?
Ans: Different sorts!!
- Do you have any expensive presents?
Ans: Yes, From my dad!!
- Excited for anything this week?
Ans: DEFITNETLY not the upcomming exams!!
- Where is your phone?
Ans: Sleeping in my room!!
- How many kids do you wanna have?
Ans: 2
- What outfit do you have in this exact moment?
Ans: Shirt and Bottom!
- Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
Ans: Not in a very very darn long time!!!
- Wanna get married?
Ans: Why not??
- What is your issue right now?
Ans: There are alot of issue(s) running in my mind now.
- Have you had alcohol this week?
Ans: HeLL no!!
- How many beds did you lay on this few weeks?
Ans: 2
- Do you have any pets?
Ans: i find him more like a family!!
- How many houses have you lived in?
Ans: 3
- What was the last thing you ate today?
Ans: Rock Melon.
- Do you prefer socks? shoes? or bare feet?
Ans: BARE FEET!!
- Do you like anyone?
Ans: I LOVE my someone!! (any issue)?
- What were you doing at 12mn last night?
Ans: Chatting
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Alrights, no more 15mins. Off i go!!
Signing off:
Kenny chng
Time at: 00.50am
Sunday, June 22, 2008
lolss...
I think its high time i treated my Ipod with more love and care since i actually dropped it from the third floor to the second. My previous casing was getting dirty anyways and i have been eyeing on the casing for a very long time, since LV doesnt have the one for ipod video but only Nano. So, what the heck, time for a new "home" for my beloved. (((:
The workshop i attended sucked to the core. It wasnt even compulsory lah... A waste of my time. And i was feeling fatigued the whole day! i only managed to sleep at 3.30am and woke up like prolly 7.30am? 8.00am? Just when i thought i caught up with my sleep... There, it, goes, again!! Some of my academy bunkmates and i decided to head and jet off to raffles city before heading to town. I was sooo darn worn out , that i could prolly sleep on the MRT standing up!!.
Later got to meet up with my family for dinner at "crystal jade restaurant". Then Dessert @ bakerzin followed by a little bit of retail therapy. And oh ya, not to forget the 2 storybooks that i have been wanting for sooooooooo long!! (A walk to remember and Marshmellows for breakfast). And i've got a strong feeling that i would end up reading it than studying!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @: 14.10pm
The workshop i attended sucked to the core. It wasnt even compulsory lah... A waste of my time. And i was feeling fatigued the whole day! i only managed to sleep at 3.30am and woke up like prolly 7.30am? 8.00am? Just when i thought i caught up with my sleep... There, it, goes, again!! Some of my academy bunkmates and i decided to head and jet off to raffles city before heading to town. I was sooo darn worn out , that i could prolly sleep on the MRT standing up!!.
Later got to meet up with my family for dinner at "crystal jade restaurant". Then Dessert @ bakerzin followed by a little bit of retail therapy. And oh ya, not to forget the 2 storybooks that i have been wanting for sooooooooo long!! (A walk to remember and Marshmellows for breakfast). And i've got a strong feeling that i would end up reading it than studying!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @: 14.10pm
HAPPY 36th Annivassary to you Both^^
okay... now... heehee^^< let me 1st congratulate the one couple. That has went through quite alot of hectic shit and braving through storms after storms to have come to this far. I am happy for both of you!! heehee^^<
Well, Dorathy!! your boyfriend has something to say to you but since he has been quite busy for the past few days. Let me post it up for him. (ehhhh, must thank me k... I am spending the effort to log into my account and help him to post the thing that you wanna hear most kkx)?? Don care!! you will owe me a total of 20 favours from now on. =p...
ok la...
(Here's your 36th annivassary dedication from ur beloved Honey)!! enjoy!!
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36th Months passed just like that. And i must say, that it wasn't easy to get to where we are today. Though we have gone through up's and (plenty) of down's, i've learnt that true love is always standing by each other no matter what happens. Even the worst of times couldnt tear us apart, though sometimes we get sooo damn pissed off at each other that we, ourselves want to tear each other up. hahax!!
I have never thought that we could get this far, but still, we did. And in my heart, i give my all to you because i want us to last till infinity cause forever ain't long enough.
Come what may, but i will still love you till my dying day.
And for the answer to your question bout taking me as your lawful husband. My finalised answer is, i do!!
***
Damn... Why must i volenteer to be the middle messenger?? haiiz... yala... yala, damn sweet la. haiiz... think i am gonna cry for the 2nd time during the wedding. DArn it!! hahax!! but yea, they are one damn sweetest loving couple in this whole living universe.
***
People invited to the wedding!!
. (MC - Kenny)
. (- JunMing, - Yvonne, - Deline, - Sam, - Baba and, - Aidil.)
(Guard of Honours)
. (PeiLing) - Event Co-ordinator
. (Hui Fen) - 2nd Event Co-ordinator
. (Kelvin) - Chauffeur
. (JinHui) - [ehhh, i forget liao]
. (Boon Hwa) - [ehhh, i forget liao]
. (All Family and Friends are invited to the wedding)
*****
As for the rest of your positions, will update later!! Sorry ar!! its not that i bo xim. But i really cannot remember all!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @ 10.43pm
Well, Dorathy!! your boyfriend has something to say to you but since he has been quite busy for the past few days. Let me post it up for him. (ehhhh, must thank me k... I am spending the effort to log into my account and help him to post the thing that you wanna hear most kkx)?? Don care!! you will owe me a total of 20 favours from now on. =p...
ok la...
(Here's your 36th annivassary dedication from ur beloved Honey)!! enjoy!!
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36th Months passed just like that. And i must say, that it wasn't easy to get to where we are today. Though we have gone through up's and (plenty) of down's, i've learnt that true love is always standing by each other no matter what happens. Even the worst of times couldnt tear us apart, though sometimes we get sooo damn pissed off at each other that we, ourselves want to tear each other up. hahax!!
I have never thought that we could get this far, but still, we did. And in my heart, i give my all to you because i want us to last till infinity cause forever ain't long enough.
Come what may, but i will still love you till my dying day.
And for the answer to your question bout taking me as your lawful husband. My finalised answer is, i do!!
***
Damn... Why must i volenteer to be the middle messenger?? haiiz... yala... yala, damn sweet la. haiiz... think i am gonna cry for the 2nd time during the wedding. DArn it!! hahax!! but yea, they are one damn sweetest loving couple in this whole living universe.
***
People invited to the wedding!!
. (MC - Kenny)
. (- JunMing, - Yvonne, - Deline, - Sam, - Baba and, - Aidil.)
(Guard of Honours)
. (PeiLing) - Event Co-ordinator
. (Hui Fen) - 2nd Event Co-ordinator
. (Kelvin) - Chauffeur
. (JinHui) - [ehhh, i forget liao]
. (Boon Hwa) - [ehhh, i forget liao]
. (All Family and Friends are invited to the wedding)
*****
As for the rest of your positions, will update later!! Sorry ar!! its not that i bo xim. But i really cannot remember all!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @ 10.43pm
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
Come what may..
I just realised that friday (20th June) was my last day of lessons for those two modules. Which means... ... NO ACADEMY WORK FOR THE WEEK!! hahax!! But, also it means that after one week, its exams... oh manx... i totally forgotten bout it though. And i didnt even read shit bout it either. Furthermore, i didnt attend any single one of the lessons to copy down what will be tested and stuffs. But, with the help from Denise, that has been rest assured with. Denise has been teaching me through msn yesterday. hahax!! (The wonders of msn)
Caught "Don mess with the Zohan alone a few days back". It was fhilarious i tell you!! 4.5/5 cookies! Something to tickle your funny bone with. Next movie, Get smart or the Love Guru. Gonna catch it today since someone is soooooo not free to accompany me out but instead with her friends.
The one thing i am looking forward to the most is the 1mth holiday after my exams. Was supposed to go to Thailand with denise and jiaying, but them again, i am still considering... But the ONE trip that i wanna go to is Bintan. I cant wait!! i've been talking bout it and i suppose that its confirmed that i am going. yay!!
Other trips i am looking forward to will be prolly next year for a SECOND round to japan alone or to HongKong/ Taiwan alone. We'll see but i hope everything goes smoothly!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted @ 12.45pm
Caught "Don mess with the Zohan alone a few days back". It was fhilarious i tell you!! 4.5/5 cookies! Something to tickle your funny bone with. Next movie, Get smart or the Love Guru. Gonna catch it today since someone is soooooo not free to accompany me out but instead with her friends.
The one thing i am looking forward to the most is the 1mth holiday after my exams. Was supposed to go to Thailand with denise and jiaying, but them again, i am still considering... But the ONE trip that i wanna go to is Bintan. I cant wait!! i've been talking bout it and i suppose that its confirmed that i am going. yay!!
Other trips i am looking forward to will be prolly next year for a SECOND round to japan alone or to HongKong/ Taiwan alone. We'll see but i hope everything goes smoothly!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted @ 12.45pm
What if your ex told you?
(Kenny)
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1) why did you let me go?
- I did not, it was you!!
2) Can i win you back?
- NO!!
3) But, i was very very much happy with you back then.
- So?
4) I still love you!!
- awwww. move on bitch!!
5) When did we last talked?
- I cant stand myself, talking to a COMPLETE idiot who cant speak proper english!!
6) Can you go with me?
- NO!!, but one thing's for sure is that you can go to hell!!
7) Hey, can i give/ ask you for a ride?
- Why not you go suck your balls? Then again, it seems that you don have any.
8) Were you able to move on?
- HA!! Defitnetly!!
9) I regret losing you!!
- awww. too bad, i cant say the same thing for you!!
10) I cannot keep my promise to you.
- like i care?
11) My parents don like you!!
- I didnt say i like them anyway... Boohoo!!
12) You have changed?
- Oh really? much more handsome??
(I swear i was mean!! but i can be meaner!! wahahhahaahax!!)
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @ 02.25am!!
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1) why did you let me go?
- I did not, it was you!!
2) Can i win you back?
- NO!!
3) But, i was very very much happy with you back then.
- So?
4) I still love you!!
- awwww. move on bitch!!
5) When did we last talked?
- I cant stand myself, talking to a COMPLETE idiot who cant speak proper english!!
6) Can you go with me?
- NO!!, but one thing's for sure is that you can go to hell!!
7) Hey, can i give/ ask you for a ride?
- Why not you go suck your balls? Then again, it seems that you don have any.
8) Were you able to move on?
- HA!! Defitnetly!!
9) I regret losing you!!
- awww. too bad, i cant say the same thing for you!!
10) I cannot keep my promise to you.
- like i care?
11) My parents don like you!!
- I didnt say i like them anyway... Boohoo!!
12) You have changed?
- Oh really? much more handsome??
(I swear i was mean!! but i can be meaner!! wahahhahaahax!!)
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @ 02.25am!!
I wont be the one to let you go.
The title of my post for today, means alot to me because its a promise. A promise that i've made to her ever since we knew each other. A promise that i wouldnt let her go no matter what, no matter who else let her go. I know that sometimes we're on and off, but through it all we'll still be together. I realised that no matter how frustrated, pissed, angry i am at her, she'll somehow do things to make me laugh and forget bout the unhappiness. I guess i stand firm on what i've belived in. Love will lead the way.
Have you ever felt that no matter how upset you are at this particular someone, you could never be for too long? A simple sorry, and "poof"!! all the hatred is gone? Well, Love is the strongest emotion of all... yepp^^<
To those who are like me, tired of all the bickerings with your partners, i hope this little phrase helps you get by in the toughest times in your relationship(s).
"Love is compassion. Real love is putting all that into practice. Then love becomes loving. true love goes beyond that . It sails through the fogs and obstacles in our lives; its tough... darn tough, BUT it never gives up. "
This song (my blog's 1st song), that is playing in the lill' teddy bear on the left, is a song that's dedicated from me to her. (although she copied me in doing so) hahax!! HEY miss, Its copy righted!! =p.... ^^< I played the song here because it helps me remember that through bad times, not everything may go my way, but no matter what, she will always love me. This song plays and has a very special meaning to me, and i really do appreciate this song, its given from me to her. (Loves you)!!
Talking bout jun wen, he just drew me 5 large packets of fries from mac to me. hahahx!!
Me, is, DARN HUNGRY!!
will you be the one thats going to buy fries for me?
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted @ 10.11pm
Have you ever felt that no matter how upset you are at this particular someone, you could never be for too long? A simple sorry, and "poof"!! all the hatred is gone? Well, Love is the strongest emotion of all... yepp^^<
To those who are like me, tired of all the bickerings with your partners, i hope this little phrase helps you get by in the toughest times in your relationship(s).
"Love is compassion. Real love is putting all that into practice. Then love becomes loving. true love goes beyond that . It sails through the fogs and obstacles in our lives; its tough... darn tough, BUT it never gives up. "
This song (my blog's 1st song), that is playing in the lill' teddy bear on the left, is a song that's dedicated from me to her. (although she copied me in doing so) hahax!! HEY miss, Its copy righted!! =p.... ^^< I played the song here because it helps me remember that through bad times, not everything may go my way, but no matter what, she will always love me. This song plays and has a very special meaning to me, and i really do appreciate this song, its given from me to her. (Loves you)!!
Talking bout jun wen, he just drew me 5 large packets of fries from mac to me. hahahx!!
Me, is, DARN HUNGRY!!
will you be the one thats going to buy fries for me?
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted @ 10.11pm
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Survey!!
Me and Johnathan did this survey together. so yepp^^
(Kenny's)
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1) What do you love most about your girlfriend/ boyfriend?
Ans: I LOVE EVERYTHING BOUT HER!!
2) What are the Five things that attracted you to him/ her?
Ans: - Beauty
- Sense of humour
- Her googly eyes
- Her cuteness
- And her being her
3) What song Represent(s) him/ her?
Ans: Love you so (Natalie)
4) Name one bad/ funny habit of him/ her.
Ans: SILLYNESS
5) What song represent(s) both of you?
Ans: Lifehouse (you and me)
6) What bout him/ her that makes him/ her stand out from the rest?
Ans: BEAUTY
7) IF you could change one thing bout him/ her, what will it be?
Ans: NOTHING
8) Do you think that you could ever find someone like him/ her?
Ans: NO, Cause she's the ONLY ONE.
9) Do you think that she likes you for who you are?
Ans: hahax!! Ask her.. =p
10) lastly, How Damn Bloody Much do you love him/ her?
Ans: MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE I COULD THINK OF!! :p
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(Johnathan's)
1) What do you love most about your girlfriend/ boyfriend?
Ans: I just love her for who she is.
2) What are the Five things that attracted you to him/ her?
Ans: - she looks darn pretty
- The things that she does makes me laugh my stomach out
- Her adorable pout.
- The puppy-eye look when she's innocent
- The things that she does just to protect me. Be it pulling me into his arms, etc. I really like that.
3) Name one bad/ funny habit of him/ her.
Ans: she's always late
4) What song Represent(s) him/ her?
Ans: Always be my baby (David Cook)
5) What song represent(s) both of you?
Ans: Lifehouse (you and me)
6) What bout him/ her that makes him/ her stand out from the rest?
Ans: Her? Being her is enough for her to stand out from the crowd, although she looks kindda short but yea!!
7) Name four of her favourite food.
Ans: Salmon
: Beef Steak (Med-Rare)
: Banana Chocolate Cake
: KFC's Chicken Thigh (Spicy)
8) IF you could change one thing bout him/ her, what will it be?
Ans: Not a thing, but maybe a lill bit on the "no sense of time management part".
9) Do you think that you could ever find someone like him/ her?
Ans: NO, Cause he's the ONE and ONLY one of a kind.
10) Lastly, how much do you love him/ her?
Ans: More than any words that i can say.
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Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @ 00.56am
(Kenny's)
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1) What do you love most about your girlfriend/ boyfriend?
Ans: I LOVE EVERYTHING BOUT HER!!
2) What are the Five things that attracted you to him/ her?
Ans: - Beauty
- Sense of humour
- Her googly eyes
- Her cuteness
- And her being her
3) What song Represent(s) him/ her?
Ans: Love you so (Natalie)
4) Name one bad/ funny habit of him/ her.
Ans: SILLYNESS
5) What song represent(s) both of you?
Ans: Lifehouse (you and me)
6) What bout him/ her that makes him/ her stand out from the rest?
Ans: BEAUTY
7) IF you could change one thing bout him/ her, what will it be?
Ans: NOTHING
8) Do you think that you could ever find someone like him/ her?
Ans: NO, Cause she's the ONLY ONE.
9) Do you think that she likes you for who you are?
Ans: hahax!! Ask her.. =p
10) lastly, How Damn Bloody Much do you love him/ her?
Ans: MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE I COULD THINK OF!! :p
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(Johnathan's)
1) What do you love most about your girlfriend/ boyfriend?
Ans: I just love her for who she is.
2) What are the Five things that attracted you to him/ her?
Ans: - she looks darn pretty
- The things that she does makes me laugh my stomach out
- Her adorable pout.
- The puppy-eye look when she's innocent
- The things that she does just to protect me. Be it pulling me into his arms, etc. I really like that.
3) Name one bad/ funny habit of him/ her.
Ans: she's always late
4) What song Represent(s) him/ her?
Ans: Always be my baby (David Cook)
5) What song represent(s) both of you?
Ans: Lifehouse (you and me)
6) What bout him/ her that makes him/ her stand out from the rest?
Ans: Her? Being her is enough for her to stand out from the crowd, although she looks kindda short but yea!!
7) Name four of her favourite food.
Ans: Salmon
: Beef Steak (Med-Rare)
: Banana Chocolate Cake
: KFC's Chicken Thigh (Spicy)
8) IF you could change one thing bout him/ her, what will it be?
Ans: Not a thing, but maybe a lill bit on the "no sense of time management part".
9) Do you think that you could ever find someone like him/ her?
Ans: NO, Cause he's the ONE and ONLY one of a kind.
10) Lastly, how much do you love him/ her?
Ans: More than any words that i can say.
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Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Time @ 00.56am
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
(And there they are Kissing each other again) haiiz, i shouldnt have tagged along. Well, i am a loner indeed!!
(hahax!! SNAPPED!!, gotcha kissing him)!! **must you do it in-front of me**? huh?!
(
hahahax, Disturbed)!! She looks cute though)^^<
(The 4 Funny and Loving Couples)
(The 4 Sweet couples again with their "Funny faces")
**Seriously, i shouldnt have tagged along** Makes me feel kindda out of the picture!! hahax!! =p.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
01.15am
no one is sweeter than you,
i love you too much.
Too much till that i don wanna lose you.
you make me fly to the sky,
make me float up to the moon,
melt me with your eyes girl,
you rule my sky.
Everything i have, i'm gonna lay it down,
giving you everything,
leaving none for myself to keep.
Baby, i lost my way in loving you.
just leading where it feels right to go.
I'll take you to where ever you wanna go.
don let THOSE people turn you down.
Don let them spoil you,
you know they don.
In my eyes, you're the best,
and i'm never gonna doubt you.
The love that you gave is just way too much.
I'm glad that i've made a choice to love you.
you're right,
we have the vibe, i cant deny.
the chemistry so strong we blow each other away.
Remember that i love you.
i'll always be.
You mean the world to me,
you're irreplacable
my obsession is you,
from now till the end.
Swearing to withstand, swearing to fight, swearing to overcome and swearing to stick with you thru any OBSTACLES.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted @ 10.20pm
i love you too much.
Too much till that i don wanna lose you.
you make me fly to the sky,
make me float up to the moon,
melt me with your eyes girl,
you rule my sky.
Everything i have, i'm gonna lay it down,
giving you everything,
leaving none for myself to keep.
Baby, i lost my way in loving you.
just leading where it feels right to go.
I'll take you to where ever you wanna go.
don let THOSE people turn you down.
Don let them spoil you,
you know they don.
In my eyes, you're the best,
and i'm never gonna doubt you.
The love that you gave is just way too much.
I'm glad that i've made a choice to love you.
you're right,
we have the vibe, i cant deny.
the chemistry so strong we blow each other away.
Remember that i love you.
i'll always be.
You mean the world to me,
you're irreplacable
my obsession is you,
from now till the end.
Swearing to withstand, swearing to fight, swearing to overcome and swearing to stick with you thru any OBSTACLES.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted @ 10.20pm
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
EXAMS RESULTS OUT TODAY!!
Today was the launch of my previous module's exam results. PT which is your (Physical Fitness Test) and also Law. I was super duper excited and anxious at the same time when Jie Ying ask me to Log in to my account and see my results. I got super irritated when we had to do like, 20 over redundant questions before they let us see our results. Agrrrrrrrhx!! hate it!!
Anyhoo, i got a Grade B (which is a Silver) for my Physical Fitness Training. Though i scored less than expected, but i still got to thank god that i didnt fail.
As for (Law), i couldnt belive my eyes... SIMPLY cant BELIVE it, when i saw.. "A" there. Its like, O... My... Gosh!!!! I was superbly happy because i got a distinction!! Thanks alot Marc and also Jiaming for pushing me to study and also motivating me.
Okay, i was about to just blog all these.!!
**
ask me how much you mean to me
and i wouldnt even know where to start.
Ask if this love runs deep within me,
and you wont find a deeper love than this heart.
you could say you couldnt live one day without me,
You could say all your thoughts are about me.
You could think of no other love could be as strong as your's,
but you'd be wrong, you'd be wrong.
Ask me just what i'd do for you,
and i'll tell you that i'd do anything.
Ask if this heart beats true for you,
and i'll show you a true heart coud ever be.
You could say there's not a star you wont bring me,
you could say there'll be no day that you wont need me,
you could think of no other love could last as long as your's,
but you'd be wrong, you'd be wrong.
If you say that you love me,
more than anybody!!
Than anyone's ever been loved before,
as much as you love me,
Baby, i'll always love you.
I'll always love you more everyday every minute.
And for every kiss,
i'll kiss you back a hundred times.
And for everything you do,
I'll do more.
And for all the love you give,
i'll give you so much back you'll see,
Got so much love for you inside.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
(will you ever care)?
Anyhoo, i got a Grade B (which is a Silver) for my Physical Fitness Training. Though i scored less than expected, but i still got to thank god that i didnt fail.
As for (Law), i couldnt belive my eyes... SIMPLY cant BELIVE it, when i saw.. "A" there. Its like, O... My... Gosh!!!! I was superbly happy because i got a distinction!! Thanks alot Marc and also Jiaming for pushing me to study and also motivating me.
Okay, i was about to just blog all these.!!
**
ask me how much you mean to me
and i wouldnt even know where to start.
Ask if this love runs deep within me,
and you wont find a deeper love than this heart.
you could say you couldnt live one day without me,
You could say all your thoughts are about me.
You could think of no other love could be as strong as your's,
but you'd be wrong, you'd be wrong.
Ask me just what i'd do for you,
and i'll tell you that i'd do anything.
Ask if this heart beats true for you,
and i'll show you a true heart coud ever be.
You could say there's not a star you wont bring me,
you could say there'll be no day that you wont need me,
you could think of no other love could last as long as your's,
but you'd be wrong, you'd be wrong.
If you say that you love me,
more than anybody!!
Than anyone's ever been loved before,
as much as you love me,
Baby, i'll always love you.
I'll always love you more everyday every minute.
And for every kiss,
i'll kiss you back a hundred times.
And for everything you do,
I'll do more.
And for all the love you give,
i'll give you so much back you'll see,
Got so much love for you inside.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
(will you ever care)?
Monday, June 16, 2008
Jaded.
K. Posted @ 12.24pm
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Okay, i told and promised Jack that i would do it, so i did.
-What is the meaning of relationship to you?
hmmmm. A relationship is the collision of two people becomes one.
-What is your ideal relationship?
A relationship that will last through up's and down's no matter what. I want a girl that cares for me, who would pamper me every now and then, do lill things with her like going out with me, open the door for me or fetching her home or fetching her out, et-cetra. MOST importantly, love each other for who we are.
-How do you handle a proper relationship?
Handle? I guess if you really love someone, you'll go all out just to make that person happy just to be with him/ her.
-How do you deal with Bullies?
Bullies? i'll tell them to get a life and laugh at their faces.
-How do you deal with reasonable/un-resonable parents?
hmmm, open up and tell them how i feel and stuff.
No matter what you do, or whatever it is, remember who was the one who stuck by you from the start. Thats all you need to remember and the rest will come to you eventually, my love. ((((:
*Short post for now!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng!!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Okay, i told and promised Jack that i would do it, so i did.
-What is the meaning of relationship to you?
hmmmm. A relationship is the collision of two people becomes one.
-What is your ideal relationship?
A relationship that will last through up's and down's no matter what. I want a girl that cares for me, who would pamper me every now and then, do lill things with her like going out with me, open the door for me or fetching her home or fetching her out, et-cetra. MOST importantly, love each other for who we are.
-How do you handle a proper relationship?
Handle? I guess if you really love someone, you'll go all out just to make that person happy just to be with him/ her.
-How do you deal with Bullies?
Bullies? i'll tell them to get a life and laugh at their faces.
-How do you deal with reasonable/un-resonable parents?
hmmm, open up and tell them how i feel and stuff.
No matter what you do, or whatever it is, remember who was the one who stuck by you from the start. Thats all you need to remember and the rest will come to you eventually, my love. ((((:
*Short post for now!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng!!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Cant sleep, so i woke up and blogged!!
1.What are you wearing right now?
naked. NO LAHHS. just wearing a very big tee.
2. Do you trust your friends?
only a handful=)
3. Would you move to another state or
country to be with the person you love?
YEPS!
4. Do you believe that everything
happens for a reason?
yeps! if i eat. I'll shit.
If i dont shit means i don have enough veggies. make sense?
5. What did u do today?
WORK
6. Which one of your friends do you
think would make the best roommate for
you?
Q- she can make me laugh everyday.
or
K-she can cook for me.heh
7. Can you deal with people who are too
concerned with status?
i fuck care.=)
8. Are you afraid of falling in love?
Why or why not?
Nope, cause i still do love her.
9. Is there someone who pops into your
mind at random times throughout the
day?
lols. erms. yeahh. (not random, but almost every single minutes)!!
10. Would you stop talking to your
friends because you hooked up with a
new guy/girl?
No way.=) and seriously no way would i be hooked up with a new girl.
11. Name one person from your friends
list that you could call to fix a flat
tire.
HUH. im only 19. i've got no car of my own but i am sharing with my beloved dad!! ^^<
12. From your friends list, who can you
call in the middle of the night?
K.
13. What qualities do you find most
attractive with the opposite sex?
eyes. smiles.
14. Fill in the blank. I will NEVER
______:
leave my love ones. Esp her.
15. What is your number one priority in
life?
TO BE WITH HER ALWAYS and ALWAYS.
16. Are you feeling alone today?
I don feel alone today. I FEEL alone EVERYDAY.
17. When you get married, how would you
envision your dream wedding to be?
something simple will do
18. Do you feel sexy?
What the hell? Only constipated guys feel sexy!!
19. If you were to wake up from being
in a coma for an extended period of
time, name some people you would want
to see
K Q L Mom Bro and her
21. Would you make a good parent?
Hmmx. you judge aights?
If i've got a son, i'll pierce his ear.
encourage him to learn dance.
If i've got a daughter, i'll encourage her to get navel and tongue piercing like mama.
encourage her to learn dance=). or maybe. I'll force
22. Do you have a crush?
Nope... i am still hanging and clinging on...
23. What is your middle initial?
C.C.F.K
Which is middle?
24. What is your current relationship
status?
ATTACHED
25. Honestly, does your crush like you
back?
How would i know?
26. What is your current mood?
rather darn moody...
27. What do you love most?
my life and her.
28. What makes you most happy?
to be able to find someone that truly loves me, and to find someone that i truly love. (which is her)
29. Are you musically inclined?
i love dancing though..
30. If you could go back in time, and
change something, what would you
change?
No idea!!
31. Your last sms was from?
Aaron. lols.
32. Do you have a porn collection?
Yes. range from animals to aliens. you name it, i've got it. NOT
33.If you could change your name to
anything what would it be?
I think being a mix blooded is interesting. SO..
Kenny Shahizuan Yamato SON of Kumar.
Interesting enough?
34. What's a sure way to catch your
attention?
Guys, try wearing a bra and pole dance with a cactus.
Girls, try wearing a fake penis and pretend to masturbate in town. MAYBE will catch my attention. lmao
35. Last question. What would you like to say to the
person on your mind?
HUH. Oh. I LOVE YOU and I SERIOUSLY DO!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Home
16th June 2008, 4.00am
naked. NO LAHHS. just wearing a very big tee.
2. Do you trust your friends?
only a handful=)
3. Would you move to another state or
country to be with the person you love?
YEPS!
4. Do you believe that everything
happens for a reason?
yeps! if i eat. I'll shit.
If i dont shit means i don have enough veggies. make sense?
5. What did u do today?
WORK
6. Which one of your friends do you
think would make the best roommate for
you?
Q- she can make me laugh everyday.
or
K-she can cook for me.heh
7. Can you deal with people who are too
concerned with status?
i fuck care.=)
8. Are you afraid of falling in love?
Why or why not?
Nope, cause i still do love her.
9. Is there someone who pops into your
mind at random times throughout the
day?
lols. erms. yeahh. (not random, but almost every single minutes)!!
10. Would you stop talking to your
friends because you hooked up with a
new guy/girl?
No way.=) and seriously no way would i be hooked up with a new girl.
11. Name one person from your friends
list that you could call to fix a flat
tire.
HUH. im only 19. i've got no car of my own but i am sharing with my beloved dad!! ^^<
12. From your friends list, who can you
call in the middle of the night?
K.
13. What qualities do you find most
attractive with the opposite sex?
eyes. smiles.
14. Fill in the blank. I will NEVER
______:
leave my love ones. Esp her.
15. What is your number one priority in
life?
TO BE WITH HER ALWAYS and ALWAYS.
16. Are you feeling alone today?
I don feel alone today. I FEEL alone EVERYDAY.
17. When you get married, how would you
envision your dream wedding to be?
something simple will do
18. Do you feel sexy?
What the hell? Only constipated guys feel sexy!!
19. If you were to wake up from being
in a coma for an extended period of
time, name some people you would want
to see
K Q L Mom Bro and her
21. Would you make a good parent?
Hmmx. you judge aights?
If i've got a son, i'll pierce his ear.
encourage him to learn dance.
If i've got a daughter, i'll encourage her to get navel and tongue piercing like mama.
encourage her to learn dance=). or maybe. I'll force
22. Do you have a crush?
Nope... i am still hanging and clinging on...
23. What is your middle initial?
C.C.F.K
Which is middle?
24. What is your current relationship
status?
ATTACHED
25. Honestly, does your crush like you
back?
How would i know?
26. What is your current mood?
rather darn moody...
27. What do you love most?
my life and her.
28. What makes you most happy?
to be able to find someone that truly loves me, and to find someone that i truly love. (which is her)
29. Are you musically inclined?
i love dancing though..
30. If you could go back in time, and
change something, what would you
change?
No idea!!
31. Your last sms was from?
Aaron. lols.
32. Do you have a porn collection?
Yes. range from animals to aliens. you name it, i've got it. NOT
33.If you could change your name to
anything what would it be?
I think being a mix blooded is interesting. SO..
Kenny Shahizuan Yamato SON of Kumar.
Interesting enough?
34. What's a sure way to catch your
attention?
Guys, try wearing a bra and pole dance with a cactus.
Girls, try wearing a fake penis and pretend to masturbate in town. MAYBE will catch my attention. lmao
35. Last question. What would you like to say to the
person on your mind?
HUH. Oh. I LOVE YOU and I SERIOUSLY DO!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Home
16th June 2008, 4.00am
Best wishes on your birthday and throughout the coming year.
Wishing you good health and happiness in life.
So on this very special day
I would like to say to you
I hope you'll always find happiness
In whatever you may do.
May this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with happy memories, wonderful moments and shining dreams.
You're not 16 years old, you're 16 years young.
Wishing you many more good and prosperous years ahead.
*
May your special day be filled with memories and flowers, friendship and happy hours.
Wishing you all the fun and excitement that only birthdays can bring.
Cake...
Eat a little
Eat a lot
Eat untill you have to stop!
You're older today than yesterday but younger than tomorrow, Happy Bday!
Wishing you all the best for your Birthday.
You're not 16 years old, you're 16 years wise.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
will you ever care?
Wishing you good health and happiness in life.
So on this very special day
I would like to say to you
I hope you'll always find happiness
In whatever you may do.
May this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with happy memories, wonderful moments and shining dreams.
You're not 16 years old, you're 16 years young.
Wishing you many more good and prosperous years ahead.
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May your special day be filled with memories and flowers, friendship and happy hours.
Wishing you all the fun and excitement that only birthdays can bring.
Cake...
Eat a little
Eat a lot
Eat untill you have to stop!
You're older today than yesterday but younger than tomorrow, Happy Bday!
Wishing you all the best for your Birthday.
You're not 16 years old, you're 16 years wise.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
will you ever care?
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Woke up way too early for Academy, so i then decided to sleep for a tad bit more and the next thing i know, Vivian and Faisal was calling me asking me where i was at 9am (fyi, i start class at 8am). Cabbed down again, oh man. Was looking for them at the Class but it turns out they decided to give themselves "breaks" from the start to the end of the class. Tsk tsk. Had a test on Faulty Of Law today (Sunday, 15th June). Vivian was psycho-ing us not to attend the test, and Denise was like "No, you must go..". Haha, angels and devils in disguise.
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Me, vivian and nigel literally sat there for a few minutes and off we went. It was an hour's paper anyway, so we handed up our papers which was less then half a page filled. Worse of all, it has prolly 8 pages in total. Yikes, there goes.
Q1) What is Law?
(thought for 15 minutes, and then..) "Law is whereby Lawers come together and makes sure they bring justice to offenders." Done.
and i left pretty much after that.
We all went our seperate ways after that. I headed back home to meet April. It was pretty emotional actually. We didnt see each other for prolly 3-4 years, and when i walked towards her, she hugged me real tightly and started to tear. ))): I felt very bad about it though.
Anyhoo, i better rush off. It's nearing 1.30pm, and i wont want to miss the movie marathon with her and waste money taking cab back and forth every day since i've been doing that rather recently these few days. Tsk. And, she will be paying for all the movie tickets we will be watching today. wahahahax!! (which is like 7movies in total)?? hahax!!
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I put your clothes on me,
took the perfume you always use and sprayed it all over my room.
I cant help but to miss you too.
As i hugged my bolster, it smelt like you.
My blanket which like you, keeps me warm, smelt like you too.
Things that i do when i miss you too much,
too much for me to handle.
Somehow, i wished you were here instead.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
(will you ever care)??
*
Me, vivian and nigel literally sat there for a few minutes and off we went. It was an hour's paper anyway, so we handed up our papers which was less then half a page filled. Worse of all, it has prolly 8 pages in total. Yikes, there goes.
Q1) What is Law?
(thought for 15 minutes, and then..) "Law is whereby Lawers come together and makes sure they bring justice to offenders." Done.
and i left pretty much after that.
We all went our seperate ways after that. I headed back home to meet April. It was pretty emotional actually. We didnt see each other for prolly 3-4 years, and when i walked towards her, she hugged me real tightly and started to tear. ))): I felt very bad about it though.
Anyhoo, i better rush off. It's nearing 1.30pm, and i wont want to miss the movie marathon with her and waste money taking cab back and forth every day since i've been doing that rather recently these few days. Tsk. And, she will be paying for all the movie tickets we will be watching today. wahahahax!! (which is like 7movies in total)?? hahax!!
*
I put your clothes on me,
took the perfume you always use and sprayed it all over my room.
I cant help but to miss you too.
As i hugged my bolster, it smelt like you.
My blanket which like you, keeps me warm, smelt like you too.
Things that i do when i miss you too much,
too much for me to handle.
Somehow, i wished you were here instead.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
(will you ever care)??
The reason why Samantha didnt go out on her date today, was because she came to my house instead because i injured myself while i was busying running and chasing after some teenagers that stole another kid's PSP today and ended up spraining my ankle pretty badly. She Brought me to the docs and he said that it might be a suspected fracture which is very very bad. I was like, "I want to stay in the hospital!", laughing and playing with the wheel chair till she found out that i had to take a jab on my ankle's bone. I said that it hurts superbly bad (and she was giggling to herself), so much for the laughters and all. Friday the 13th somehow worked it's "magic" on me. Then she guess it's somehow also fate that she shouldnt go out on the date or something. Hmmmm, it's a sign. ((;
She Was busying taking care of me and stuff. But she had fun pushing me around with the wheel chair making me go "eh eh look out!" Hadeeha. However, she think after today, she's gonna be 20cm shorter because i came and applied my weight on her and its like she's having back aches right now. Tsk. If the pain doesnt subside after two days, she've to bring me back for a x-ray. Hopefully it's just a sprain and nothing else. :/
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I'm superbly hungry right now. Adelina, draw me more french fries! Haha, i was complaining to her about how hungry i was and she drew me a packet of french fries on msn. And, she was like saying, "i draw for you. Then ask your girlfriend to buy for you la, she's your girlfriend lei, don treat me like a maid la can"? So sweet of her. I was so tempted that i left my house to buy Macdoanlds when Samantha was soundly asleep. She realised that i seriously trusted my girlfriend alot till the extent of giving and helping her to make a batch of my house keys for her to just go out, and even come as and when she wants to.
Alrighty, Samantha's family is asking me to join them for a family dinner. I rejected them at first but they insisted. So yepp.. and her father is driving me there since my leg is badly sprained and injured. Her father is like sooo damn good la... wahahax!!
ok, off i go!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
She Was busying taking care of me and stuff. But she had fun pushing me around with the wheel chair making me go "eh eh look out!" Hadeeha. However, she think after today, she's gonna be 20cm shorter because i came and applied my weight on her and its like she's having back aches right now. Tsk. If the pain doesnt subside after two days, she've to bring me back for a x-ray. Hopefully it's just a sprain and nothing else. :/
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I'm superbly hungry right now. Adelina, draw me more french fries! Haha, i was complaining to her about how hungry i was and she drew me a packet of french fries on msn. And, she was like saying, "i draw for you. Then ask your girlfriend to buy for you la, she's your girlfriend lei, don treat me like a maid la can"? So sweet of her. I was so tempted that i left my house to buy Macdoanlds when Samantha was soundly asleep. She realised that i seriously trusted my girlfriend alot till the extent of giving and helping her to make a batch of my house keys for her to just go out, and even come as and when she wants to.
Alrighty, Samantha's family is asking me to join them for a family dinner. I rejected them at first but they insisted. So yepp.. and her father is driving me there since my leg is badly sprained and injured. Her father is like sooo damn good la... wahahax!!
ok, off i go!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
You're the sunshine after my rain!!
I guess its the rainbow after the rain that we always yearn to see, but sometimes we cannot withstand the thunderstorm pouring on us that we got blew away so easily. But yet, no matter how far we drift apart, the sun will always dry us up and bring us back together. Its like the same as a rubricks cube, there are times when one can never solve the problem. But at the end of the day, the rubricks cube will be formed back to the original colour.
Short and sweet. Enough said. You know & I Know, that will do :]
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted by: Kenny
1654hrs
Short and sweet. Enough said. You know & I Know, that will do :]
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Posted by: Kenny
1654hrs
Friday, June 13, 2008
The Best Thing!!
In my heart, i wished it had last. I didnt want that moment to end. After all the obstacles, all the downs, that's what i needed the most. The part whereby i sat infront of you with my back facing your front, you reached out for me. You reached out, held me and brought me into your arms where i lay, with my heart at ease, safe and secured.
With my eyes closed, it felt as if we were somewhere else. Somewhere far from everything else. Laying in your arms, forgetting about the rest of the world. Us sitting on an open field, with nothing but wind blowing through our hairs, rainbows, butterflies and everything that has the epitome of happiness, joy and euphoria. I really wished for it to last.
As you lay your eyes upon me with my smile spread on my face, you held me closer and tighter. You made me laugh with your swaying and tickling. You carried me in your arms, then threw us both on to the bed, making me laugh and smile more. I know that only you could ever make me smile like that. (((:
I know no one could ever replace you, no one ever will.
I will still love you.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
With my eyes closed, it felt as if we were somewhere else. Somewhere far from everything else. Laying in your arms, forgetting about the rest of the world. Us sitting on an open field, with nothing but wind blowing through our hairs, rainbows, butterflies and everything that has the epitome of happiness, joy and euphoria. I really wished for it to last.
As you lay your eyes upon me with my smile spread on my face, you held me closer and tighter. You made me laugh with your swaying and tickling. You carried me in your arms, then threw us both on to the bed, making me laugh and smile more. I know that only you could ever make me smile like that. (((:
I know no one could ever replace you, no one ever will.
I will still love you.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Will you?
will you love me in the morning?,
"Morning, Afternoon, evening, mid-night?
always and always?
Great Singapore sales was kinda disappointing. Tsk... Nothing really caught my eye, though i was pretty happy to get my V-shapped T-shirt from top shop. Another item striked off of my list. The next thing i prolly want to get is Ralph Lauren's polo tee or tote, but i bet mum's so gonna kill me if i get another bag for her. She dont even bring out her Gucci tote often and i just got her new bag. Sigh, i think i've spent quite alot without even noticing it. But she's my mum after all and her B'day is comming soon!! sooo yepp!! prolly another 5days? Yet, today's shopping was disappointing. Went home feeling unaccomplished and not satisfied. :/ But anyway, i'll be having a couple more shopping trips with Vivian, Denise and Jiaying and also another with Ronald, going to bring him out shopping. I sooo want to catch Kung-Fu Panda, but Ronald doesnt want to watch a "bimbotic" movie, so he claims. *rolls eyes.
I need more shirt, more jeans, more shoes and most importantly more moolahs. I feel so deprived. )): Help.
On the brighter side, i've already sold my Nitendo! Been neglecting it for months now, and i hope it'll be in the hands of a better owner. Haha, i gotta sell more stuff since this whole event thing really works. Thanks Jeremy, take good care of it yep? (((:
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I has been feeling unwell lately. I seriously hope that i get better soon. Its like hahax, i am sooo stubborn.Mum kept asking me to see the doctors but i kept on refusing. Ha, though time has pass, somethings remain the same. ((:
And Denise felt kinda guilty cos i'm not feeling well and yet i'm revising for monday. While she's there feeling fine, complaining and whining about shopping. Darn... She needs to learn how to be hardworking.
Alright, i better get going. I promised that i'll tidy up my room. The whole place is in a mess! Tsk.
Till then,
Kenny Chng.
Posted by Kenny Chng at 12:04 AM
June 2008 Home
"Morning, Afternoon, evening, mid-night?
always and always?
Great Singapore sales was kinda disappointing. Tsk... Nothing really caught my eye, though i was pretty happy to get my V-shapped T-shirt from top shop. Another item striked off of my list. The next thing i prolly want to get is Ralph Lauren's polo tee or tote, but i bet mum's so gonna kill me if i get another bag for her. She dont even bring out her Gucci tote often and i just got her new bag. Sigh, i think i've spent quite alot without even noticing it. But she's my mum after all and her B'day is comming soon!! sooo yepp!! prolly another 5days? Yet, today's shopping was disappointing. Went home feeling unaccomplished and not satisfied. :/ But anyway, i'll be having a couple more shopping trips with Vivian, Denise and Jiaying and also another with Ronald, going to bring him out shopping. I sooo want to catch Kung-Fu Panda, but Ronald doesnt want to watch a "bimbotic" movie, so he claims. *rolls eyes.
I need more shirt, more jeans, more shoes and most importantly more moolahs. I feel so deprived. )): Help.
On the brighter side, i've already sold my Nitendo! Been neglecting it for months now, and i hope it'll be in the hands of a better owner. Haha, i gotta sell more stuff since this whole event thing really works. Thanks Jeremy, take good care of it yep? (((:
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I has been feeling unwell lately. I seriously hope that i get better soon. Its like hahax, i am sooo stubborn.Mum kept asking me to see the doctors but i kept on refusing. Ha, though time has pass, somethings remain the same. ((:
And Denise felt kinda guilty cos i'm not feeling well and yet i'm revising for monday. While she's there feeling fine, complaining and whining about shopping. Darn... She needs to learn how to be hardworking.
Alright, i better get going. I promised that i'll tidy up my room. The whole place is in a mess! Tsk.
Till then,
Kenny Chng.
Posted by Kenny Chng at 12:04 AM
June 2008 Home
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Something for me to reap about not because i want her to be hurt or to get hurt because of me, but because of the things she said. Though i've heard these before, I'm gonna try to have more faith in me, myself and i.
*
"beacuse you love me, you never gave up on me.
no matter how bad, how deep i hurt you
you will always be here because you love me.
i know i took you for granted many times.
i know that it's killing you inside.
but even thou i said it a thousand times.
i still gotta repeat it.
i'm sorry.
i know you're hurt,
but let me take my responsibility as your partner
to remove all the pains that i caused
i'm sorry that i took you for granted.
and i know i gotta prove to you my actions
cause you're ever so sick of words.
but i'm gonna repeat it one last time.
i'm sorry.
*
Baby girl, you know things will never turn out what we want it to be. But i'm glad that we made a decision and not let things hinder in our way. I was selfish and i apologise for that. I shouldnt have put something else infront of you as my piority. I know that it's gonna take some time for the wound to heal, but know that it'll eventually heal up. Let me walk with you thru the steps of recovery cause i'll do whatever it takes to turn things around. You want me to change, to love you the way you want me to. I'll do it, just for you :]
Signing off:
Kenny Chng~
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"beacuse you love me, you never gave up on me.
no matter how bad, how deep i hurt you
you will always be here because you love me.
i know i took you for granted many times.
i know that it's killing you inside.
but even thou i said it a thousand times.
i still gotta repeat it.
i'm sorry.
i know you're hurt,
but let me take my responsibility as your partner
to remove all the pains that i caused
i'm sorry that i took you for granted.
and i know i gotta prove to you my actions
cause you're ever so sick of words.
but i'm gonna repeat it one last time.
i'm sorry.
*
Baby girl, you know things will never turn out what we want it to be. But i'm glad that we made a decision and not let things hinder in our way. I was selfish and i apologise for that. I shouldnt have put something else infront of you as my piority. I know that it's gonna take some time for the wound to heal, but know that it'll eventually heal up. Let me walk with you thru the steps of recovery cause i'll do whatever it takes to turn things around. You want me to change, to love you the way you want me to. I'll do it, just for you :]
Signing off:
Kenny Chng~
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
I wish that it had last, that dream.
I slept alone but in the end, i wasnt lonely at all.
I dreamt a fantastic dream.. one which i yearn for deeply.
I smiled as you hugged me the way you always do when we're alseep..
from the back with your nose smelling my hair,
with your hands and fingers interlocking mine,
close to my heart.
"I havent felt you for a long long time, where have you been?
Dont give up on me, please?
I need and always will need you here, i cant go on without you.
I love you."
As you smiled and kissed my nose, i knew my heart has always been your's to keep.
"I love you till the end.."
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
I slept alone but in the end, i wasnt lonely at all.
I dreamt a fantastic dream.. one which i yearn for deeply.
I smiled as you hugged me the way you always do when we're alseep..
from the back with your nose smelling my hair,
with your hands and fingers interlocking mine,
close to my heart.
"I havent felt you for a long long time, where have you been?
Dont give up on me, please?
I need and always will need you here, i cant go on without you.
I love you."
As you smiled and kissed my nose, i knew my heart has always been your's to keep.
"I love you till the end.."
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Leave me Alone!!
Leave me alone!
I need to be alone. I wont be blogging, wont be online and my handphone will be switched off. I just.. need some time to get my life back on track. I really need to be away from all these drama, all these pain and all these memories. I'm just.. i'm losing my mind here. I need to be away. I just need someone, anyone. I cant do this alone anymore. I totally lost it. Myself, my faith, my believe and most of all, love. I dont want this, i dont want to open my heart up just for it to get hurt again. I'm tired. No, i'm exhausted. I just want to be away, i want to be free from all these tears, hurt, pain, shit. I want to be happy again, but it all seems so far away..
Why does God teach us, "Love is to forgive and forget.." when the more you forgive and the more you put it behind you, the more you'll be taken granted for? Why does He say that "Love is never boastful.." when guys ego are so much bigger than their hearts? Why am i always the fucking one who has to suffer? Why must i go through this again, again and again?! Can anyone for ONCE! just bloody keep to their promises? Why do people make you have so much hope and faith when in the end they just tear you into shreds everytime they have the chance to? Why cant they say promises from their hearts and portray them in actions and not merely from their mouths? Arghs!!!!!
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It was funny how ironic it was that it all happened when i was at my cousin's wedding. Total opposite. I felt trapped there, i felt so.. so lost. I felt so envious, felt so jealous as i saw true love right infront of my very eyes. The atmosphere, the songs, the newly weds.. they were all getting to me. I kept leaving the place to find somewhere actually safe. It's funny that how i thought the washroom was the safest place. Ha. I didnt really feel like coming out, but i guess i didnt have a choice at all. As i sat and stared at my other cousin hand who was directly sitting infront of me, i felt tears filled my eyes again. "They (my cousin and him) have the same metal bracelet.." I seriously needed to leave.
Dad, i know you're never gonna read this, but i'm sorry. I knew you were just doing your job as a dad, i know you knew something was wrong, i knew that you heard me cry, i know dad. I'm sorry because i didnt feel like talking, i'm sorry i kept pushing you away. But i really need time alone, i really need it. I cant look at anyone anymore, i cant act as if nothing is happening. I will always remember what you told me, "No matter who love you, or dont love you, i'll love you, and i'll be the one who loves you the most."
As i felt my dad arms and pats on my head, i couldnt help but to cry. Though they were from a different person, it felt the same. Safe, secure, loved..
I'm sorry. I cant do this, i cant blog anymore. It's getting worse, i'm sorry.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng!!
I need to be alone. I wont be blogging, wont be online and my handphone will be switched off. I just.. need some time to get my life back on track. I really need to be away from all these drama, all these pain and all these memories. I'm just.. i'm losing my mind here. I need to be away. I just need someone, anyone. I cant do this alone anymore. I totally lost it. Myself, my faith, my believe and most of all, love. I dont want this, i dont want to open my heart up just for it to get hurt again. I'm tired. No, i'm exhausted. I just want to be away, i want to be free from all these tears, hurt, pain, shit. I want to be happy again, but it all seems so far away..
Why does God teach us, "Love is to forgive and forget.." when the more you forgive and the more you put it behind you, the more you'll be taken granted for? Why does He say that "Love is never boastful.." when guys ego are so much bigger than their hearts? Why am i always the fucking one who has to suffer? Why must i go through this again, again and again?! Can anyone for ONCE! just bloody keep to their promises? Why do people make you have so much hope and faith when in the end they just tear you into shreds everytime they have the chance to? Why cant they say promises from their hearts and portray them in actions and not merely from their mouths? Arghs!!!!!
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It was funny how ironic it was that it all happened when i was at my cousin's wedding. Total opposite. I felt trapped there, i felt so.. so lost. I felt so envious, felt so jealous as i saw true love right infront of my very eyes. The atmosphere, the songs, the newly weds.. they were all getting to me. I kept leaving the place to find somewhere actually safe. It's funny that how i thought the washroom was the safest place. Ha. I didnt really feel like coming out, but i guess i didnt have a choice at all. As i sat and stared at my other cousin hand who was directly sitting infront of me, i felt tears filled my eyes again. "They (my cousin and him) have the same metal bracelet.." I seriously needed to leave.
Dad, i know you're never gonna read this, but i'm sorry. I knew you were just doing your job as a dad, i know you knew something was wrong, i knew that you heard me cry, i know dad. I'm sorry because i didnt feel like talking, i'm sorry i kept pushing you away. But i really need time alone, i really need it. I cant look at anyone anymore, i cant act as if nothing is happening. I will always remember what you told me, "No matter who love you, or dont love you, i'll love you, and i'll be the one who loves you the most."
As i felt my dad arms and pats on my head, i couldnt help but to cry. Though they were from a different person, it felt the same. Safe, secure, loved..
I'm sorry. I cant do this, i cant blog anymore. It's getting worse, i'm sorry.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng!!
Monday, June 9, 2008
hahax!!
Dad bought a new car yesterday. He was like telling himself, "no, i cant be rush", i need mroe time to think it through, yada yada and then he bought it. I guess thats why i guess i have this, "see, like, confirm then buy kindda thing." Haiiz, must be from him ar!!!
So anyways, yesterday went to junwen's house void deck to slack and have a heart to heart talks. When she poured out to me, it made me hate that certain someone even more. But then again, hate is such a strong word to use. WengKhuen left and Chermain came. More heart to heart talks!! I've got no idea why soo many people are having relationship problems this month. :/
We certainly had fun lying down watching the stars, listening to awesome music and such. Its great to have them for company. (((((((: We then headed back to my place at mid-night and caught "A Walk to Remember". Dang!! I love that show!!
They stayed over and woke up this morning to force me to go school today, But i was pretty bumed out. But still, i went. haiiz...
I have a wedding dinner to attend to later, but i'm not really looking forward to it. Feeling kindda lazy and exhausted for some reasons. Tsk, i know that this post is totally monotonous and all, BUT!! what the heck. I'm gonna entertain myself with a lovely dovey sad movie, P.S, I love you. Damn, i seriously hate the feeling of missing someone too much. What to do? what TOOOOO doooooo??
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
So anyways, yesterday went to junwen's house void deck to slack and have a heart to heart talks. When she poured out to me, it made me hate that certain someone even more. But then again, hate is such a strong word to use. WengKhuen left and Chermain came. More heart to heart talks!! I've got no idea why soo many people are having relationship problems this month. :/
We certainly had fun lying down watching the stars, listening to awesome music and such. Its great to have them for company. (((((((: We then headed back to my place at mid-night and caught "A Walk to Remember". Dang!! I love that show!!
They stayed over and woke up this morning to force me to go school today, But i was pretty bumed out. But still, i went. haiiz...
I have a wedding dinner to attend to later, but i'm not really looking forward to it. Feeling kindda lazy and exhausted for some reasons. Tsk, i know that this post is totally monotonous and all, BUT!! what the heck. I'm gonna entertain myself with a lovely dovey sad movie, P.S, I love you. Damn, i seriously hate the feeling of missing someone too much. What to do? what TOOOOO doooooo??
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Sunday, June 8, 2008
A new start!!
As i read your blog, tears started to fill my eyes. As much as i dont want to cry, as much as i dont want to break down, as much as i want to show that i'm strong, i cant help but to just fall. I fell so hard that i couldnt even feel myself anymore. I feel so lost after i lost you. The things you said, be it out of anger, or for real, indeed it hurt me deeply. I cannot just be here right now, smile and pretend that nothing is happening. As much as i want to hear your voice right now, your calls i choose to ignore. Not because i dont want you here, but because i feel that i'm never just good enough for you.
I do not know if what i'm doing is right. I dont know if i'm going to regret this decision down the road. I dont know many many things, be it now or if i'm ever going to. But one thing is for sure Nikki, i know that i do very much love you. I always have, always will, and always would.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
I do not know if what i'm doing is right. I dont know if i'm going to regret this decision down the road. I dont know many many things, be it now or if i'm ever going to. But one thing is for sure Nikki, i know that i do very much love you. I always have, always will, and always would.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Before i start on my day, i was just wondering why does certain people have to go about digging their noses into my life. I mean like get real, you really dont know me. I dont know whether i should feel sorry for you, or be angry at you. Please, i know you hate me but then again, so what? It's not as if i'm suppose to go around sucking up to people and be liked. Come on, this is my life. And if you hate me so much, then why do you have to read my blog almost every single day? No one is forcing you to read my vents, so if i'm sucha "fucker", dont read my blog then. Simple as that aye?
I know i cant stop whoever to come and read, but if you're going to have nasty comments about me or my posts, the least thing that you could do is to have some dignity and say it into my face. You yourself abhor people who has no balls to admit their doings, then what about you? "Coward", "childish", "only know how to hide behind the computer screen" et cetra, is all what you would say. Contradicting? You dont even practice what you preach, and now you go and turn your back on what you yourself feel is ridiculous. Ya, how mature of you.
Though i know who you are, i'm not going to say shit. Why? Because for me, i used to be like you. I dislike people whom i didnt even know, i did this "acts" too. I find fault with others just because i dont like them. But hey guess what? I grew out of it. Of the whole "you not happy come lah", and comments by me that actually did have an impact on others, and it wasnt a good one. As you grow older, your blames will eventually turn into shame. And after so long of not talking to one another, i'm sad to say that no, you wont change. I believe in karma, so yes that's said and done.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
I know i cant stop whoever to come and read, but if you're going to have nasty comments about me or my posts, the least thing that you could do is to have some dignity and say it into my face. You yourself abhor people who has no balls to admit their doings, then what about you? "Coward", "childish", "only know how to hide behind the computer screen" et cetra, is all what you would say. Contradicting? You dont even practice what you preach, and now you go and turn your back on what you yourself feel is ridiculous. Ya, how mature of you.
Though i know who you are, i'm not going to say shit. Why? Because for me, i used to be like you. I dislike people whom i didnt even know, i did this "acts" too. I find fault with others just because i dont like them. But hey guess what? I grew out of it. Of the whole "you not happy come lah", and comments by me that actually did have an impact on others, and it wasnt a good one. As you grow older, your blames will eventually turn into shame. And after so long of not talking to one another, i'm sad to say that no, you wont change. I believe in karma, so yes that's said and done.
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
Saturday, June 7, 2008
From yesterday onwards, i (am given) or rather was **FORCED** to sleep before 2am everyday.. ... oh man. I usually sleep at 5 or 6am. never mind.. i'll be like fionis, tossing and turning here and there. :s, anyways, its not my parents who gave me the 'curfew' but its the 3 muskeeteers!! idiot!! they just want me to have an early night from now onwards soi don get too use to the "nocturnal life" since school is starting soon!! Even my parents are not as strict as them >.<"!!
So, anyhoo.. .. met sam, vanessa, xueling, melody, adelina, Jm over at town today. Hahahaha... the girls Dominated the whole day TODAY!!!! agrhx!! it Was all the way shopping... shopping and SHOPPING!!!!!! haiz.. . the guys were all given straight orders by the ladies!! Help to carry their shopping bags!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! haizz.. .. i have totally nth to say.... but the worst of all is, whatever things they buy and they are short of cash!! we must help to **TOP UP**!!
Then the Guys "complaint" Convey went:
Sam: What the hell? help to top - up? God!! you got to be kidding me!!
Jm: Is this a joke? These girls spent money like running - tap water!! and they want us to help top up the remainding cost of the things they want to buy? walao. ..
XueLing: Ai ya, Gentleman mahx? right? what must a gentleman do, to please the ladies? Initiative right?? pro - activeness right?
Mel: hahahahaz, i agree with you sister! wahahahahahaha.. ... ...
Van: so, whats it going to be? are You all in or out?
Me: But we are not the **cash photocopier machine** lei my dear ladies.
Mel: ai ya **DARLING**, its not going to be everyday de mahx, once in a blue moon is acceptable right? don tell me that you gentlemens are that stingy and selfish arhx?
Jm: ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silence**
Sam: ... .... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silence**
Me:... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silence**
Mel: So i'll take it as silent means "consent"??
Van: ai ya, don force them if they don want lo.. .. right? whether they want to help a not, it all depends on the heart!
XueLing: eh... you have a point there.
XueLing: So what is it going to be huh?! guys? in or out?
Jm: ... ... .... ... ... .... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silent**
Me: ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silent**
**( Heads, turn to Sam)**
Sam: WHY all see me?.. ... ... ... ... ... ... Cant expect me to make the decision right? sobx... sobx!! haiiz, why is it always me?
XueLing: Cause you are always the sway one lo.. .. ... hahahaha... ...
Van: laugghhx!!
Mel: Laugghhx!!
Adel: Laugghhxx!!!
okokokokkok.. .. we'll just spend over out budget today!! JUST STRICTLY FOR TODAY!!
Me: Evil grin!!
Jm: Evil Grin!!
hahahaahahha.. ..
Alright Folks, thats all for today!! my hands are tired from all the typings i've done!! Manx!! i'm tired... ... Yawnx!!
Shall continue tml!! bye!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
So, anyhoo.. .. met sam, vanessa, xueling, melody, adelina, Jm over at town today. Hahahaha... the girls Dominated the whole day TODAY!!!! agrhx!! it Was all the way shopping... shopping and SHOPPING!!!!!! haiz.. . the guys were all given straight orders by the ladies!! Help to carry their shopping bags!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! haizz.. .. i have totally nth to say.... but the worst of all is, whatever things they buy and they are short of cash!! we must help to **TOP UP**!!
Then the Guys "complaint" Convey went:
Sam: What the hell? help to top - up? God!! you got to be kidding me!!
Jm: Is this a joke? These girls spent money like running - tap water!! and they want us to help top up the remainding cost of the things they want to buy? walao. ..
XueLing: Ai ya, Gentleman mahx? right? what must a gentleman do, to please the ladies? Initiative right?? pro - activeness right?
Mel: hahahahaz, i agree with you sister! wahahahahahaha.. ... ...
Van: so, whats it going to be? are You all in or out?
Me: But we are not the **cash photocopier machine** lei my dear ladies.
Mel: ai ya **DARLING**, its not going to be everyday de mahx, once in a blue moon is acceptable right? don tell me that you gentlemens are that stingy and selfish arhx?
Jm: ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silence**
Sam: ... .... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silence**
Me:... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silence**
Mel: So i'll take it as silent means "consent"??
Van: ai ya, don force them if they don want lo.. .. right? whether they want to help a not, it all depends on the heart!
XueLing: eh... you have a point there.
XueLing: So what is it going to be huh?! guys? in or out?
Jm: ... ... .... ... ... .... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silent**
Me: ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... **Silent**
**( Heads, turn to Sam)**
Sam: WHY all see me?.. ... ... ... ... ... ... Cant expect me to make the decision right? sobx... sobx!! haiiz, why is it always me?
XueLing: Cause you are always the sway one lo.. .. ... hahahaha... ...
Van: laugghhx!!
Mel: Laugghhx!!
Adel: Laugghhxx!!!
okokokokkok.. .. we'll just spend over out budget today!! JUST STRICTLY FOR TODAY!!
Me: Evil grin!!
Jm: Evil Grin!!
hahahaahahha.. ..
Alright Folks, thats all for today!! my hands are tired from all the typings i've done!! Manx!! i'm tired... ... Yawnx!!
Shall continue tml!! bye!!
Signing off:
Kenny Chng
have i ever mentioned that i have the best friends ever?? hahax.. i love KNN-YO!! and CCWWJ to tha max!! Though this couple of days has been Straight HELL for me, they've not once left my side. They're like the best of the best and i got to meet them for two consecurtive days!!.
I would like to make a small dedication to them. Firstly, KNN-YO!! (though i am only posting pictures of them without me).
(Bro, i owe you lots)!!
(The all Time favourite: Marc)!!
We have known each other for a couple of years now, and still counting.. We sworn that we will be by each other everytime. Thx guys for making the impossible become possible. You guys are just simply the best. The bests of the best. From motivating me for my work, dragging me to work, be a listening ears for me, laughed at my jokes when they were not even @ the least funny, made me laughed my crazy!! et-cetera!!
You guys never fail to hear me out to my thoughts and feelings. No matter what, you guys stood by me and i really needed that alot. Support and love, you guys helped me out be it my own problems or studies. I just simply Owe you guys big time.
Marc: Thank you for always staying up late listeninng to my problems when you had your own problems to handle to. Thank you for making me feel that i'm worth something and that people do love me. Thx for the consoles. And thank you Samantha for the hugs and sweet messages. they really mean alot to me. Also, thank you for standing by me and encouraging me. You guys never once made me feel that i was unworthy and thats why i feel blessed to have friends like you guys.
Johnathan: Thanks for helping me out be it with exams or studies. Thank you for caring bout my studies and me. You're always very patient and forgiving be it towards teaching me "law(s)" last time. Hearing out my thoughts and everything. Thank you for also making me feel that i'm important in someone else's life. You, have also made an impact in my life. Cheers!!
Samantha: Thank you for always making me laugh with your silly-ness and slow-ness. Thank you for hearing me out and also always standing by me. And also, thank you for always keeping me awake if i was about to doze-off. Ha, thank you!!
Jack and Neigel: Well, the newly promoted Inspector's. what more can i say? Great work for making it this far guys!! Sometimes when i talk to you guys, i talk to you guys as you were, "females" wahahahahx!! Cause you guys are just easy to talk to, and we share everything with the rest of the clique. Thx for making me feel better with the magic tricks and stunts you guys pulled off. Ha. Though yuou guys are... erm.. well, guys, you always tend to understand me and try to be in my position when i tell you both my personal stuffs. Thank you for being there for me when i needed you guys. Don say i nvr upload the pics ar!! heehee^^<
Last but not least, to, Marc, Johnathan, Jack, Neigel, Benjamin, Ricky, Ronald. WOW!! it's been 8yrs and indeed our friendship is superbly long. And i seriously do hope for it to last. Thank you for making yourselves available for me when i was going through HELL the previous days. Though, we don meet up often because we are all busying doing our own things, it's great the we do still keep in contact and our friendship is still strong. I realised that though we've grown, somethings never do change.
Samantha, Johnathan, Ronald and Jack: Thanks for comming down when i was breaking down in the mrt. Just a phone call, and you guys were here for me. Thank you for letting me stay over at your place instead of letting me hang out on the streets. Thank you guys for hearing me out, comforting me. WeiJie, wengkhuen and the names that have been listed on top. You guys are the bestest best brothers and sisters that anyone could wish to have. Though it was a last minute-outing, you guys made such an effort to come down when Samantha told you guys i was miserable. Thank you and thank you guys for everything, all of you. You guys are certainly the best!!
Signing off:
KennyChng
I would like to make a small dedication to them. Firstly, KNN-YO!! (though i am only posting pictures of them without me).
(Bro, i owe you lots)!!
(The all Time favourite: Marc)!!
We have known each other for a couple of years now, and still counting.. We sworn that we will be by each other everytime. Thx guys for making the impossible become possible. You guys are just simply the best. The bests of the best. From motivating me for my work, dragging me to work, be a listening ears for me, laughed at my jokes when they were not even @ the least funny, made me laughed my crazy!! et-cetera!!
You guys never fail to hear me out to my thoughts and feelings. No matter what, you guys stood by me and i really needed that alot. Support and love, you guys helped me out be it my own problems or studies. I just simply Owe you guys big time.
Marc: Thank you for always staying up late listeninng to my problems when you had your own problems to handle to. Thank you for making me feel that i'm worth something and that people do love me. Thx for the consoles. And thank you Samantha for the hugs and sweet messages. they really mean alot to me. Also, thank you for standing by me and encouraging me. You guys never once made me feel that i was unworthy and thats why i feel blessed to have friends like you guys.
Johnathan: Thanks for helping me out be it with exams or studies. Thank you for caring bout my studies and me. You're always very patient and forgiving be it towards teaching me "law(s)" last time. Hearing out my thoughts and everything. Thank you for also making me feel that i'm important in someone else's life. You, have also made an impact in my life. Cheers!!
Samantha: Thank you for always making me laugh with your silly-ness and slow-ness. Thank you for hearing me out and also always standing by me. And also, thank you for always keeping me awake if i was about to doze-off. Ha, thank you!!
Jack and Neigel: Well, the newly promoted Inspector's. what more can i say? Great work for making it this far guys!! Sometimes when i talk to you guys, i talk to you guys as you were, "females" wahahahahx!! Cause you guys are just easy to talk to, and we share everything with the rest of the clique. Thx for making me feel better with the magic tricks and stunts you guys pulled off. Ha. Though yuou guys are... erm.. well, guys, you always tend to understand me and try to be in my position when i tell you both my personal stuffs. Thank you for being there for me when i needed you guys. Don say i nvr upload the pics ar!! heehee^^<
Last but not least, to, Marc, Johnathan, Jack, Neigel, Benjamin, Ricky, Ronald. WOW!! it's been 8yrs and indeed our friendship is superbly long. And i seriously do hope for it to last. Thank you for making yourselves available for me when i was going through HELL the previous days. Though, we don meet up often because we are all busying doing our own things, it's great the we do still keep in contact and our friendship is still strong. I realised that though we've grown, somethings never do change.
Samantha, Johnathan, Ronald and Jack: Thanks for comming down when i was breaking down in the mrt. Just a phone call, and you guys were here for me. Thank you for letting me stay over at your place instead of letting me hang out on the streets. Thank you guys for hearing me out, comforting me. WeiJie, wengkhuen and the names that have been listed on top. You guys are the bestest best brothers and sisters that anyone could wish to have. Though it was a last minute-outing, you guys made such an effort to come down when Samantha told you guys i was miserable. Thank you and thank you guys for everything, all of you. You guys are certainly the best!!
Signing off:
KennyChng
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