Depressed!!

Well, Darling came back from her class chalet which was organised and celebrated at Changi (SAF Chalet). Hahax!! you guys must be wondering why am i blogging another post up aye?! Well guys, i just cant get to sleep after reading my darling's blog!!

hmmmm.. i somehow find her quite weird after she had her bubble bath and all. The feeling is like she's trying to hide something. Something which cant be told or shared. Well, i did asked her to say. Pleaded for more than 4 times i think?! yea!! but she just told me," no, nothing is happening and all". But, i can tell, just by her voice and all.

I mean...
If she can share, (or i would rather use the word "Tell"), her daddy (xavier) bout it, why cant she tell me? i mean, ya, its painful but i am her boyfriend right? shouldnt she share with me 1st? or at least let me know whats going on in her life and all?

Am i so that inferior to her daddy? (xavier)? That much inferior?? omg!! i cant imagine. I simply cant.

Hahax!! while i was going down the stairs from the third floor. Something happened!! (wanna know what)? i tripped over the stairs and fell. And oh ya, (i am suffering from an ankle bruise, guess there's a blood clot inside)! so i fell and roll down all the way to the 1st floor. Guess how much pain that was!! if you guys don!! Then try getting ur ankle fractured and suffer from an internal blood clot. That, you will know how much of a pain that is. (excluding falling off from the stairs). That would prolly get you somewhere.

Its 0300am hours now and i am still not sleeping. 3rd day i've not been sleeping. Guess darling should be asleep by now. called her Hp, but she didnt pick up. hahax!! guess what guys? Tml, i am going to catch the movie, Get Smart!! and yepp, with a condition like this? HELL YEA!! i am soooooo wanting to catch that show for a very very darn long time. And then after that will be, "hancock", "The Kingdom". you guessed it!! Alone.. cause she has to work, and therefore i am going alone.

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I am currently having a major headache right now. Grrrreat. Just when i was about to start studying. Prolly it's some sign or something that i shouldnt be studying today. (hahax). But then again, i haven been studying for the whole week already and i'm feeling pretty guilty bout it. Julie isnt making me feel any better because she's tempting me to head over to Anchor Point's HongKong's Cafe to have my supper with the rest of her friends. (which i don even know a single soul out of the whole group). AGRRRRRRRHX!! so darn tempting. Poor me has to stay at home and study my ass off. /Sulks!!

Its also pretty darn depressing that only 2 tablets of panadol (extra fast) ones will take its effect on me. Even if i take 3 of the normal ones, it wouldnt work!!. Its like i've become immune to eating panadol or something. Its so DARN depressing.




hahax!! Sheryl cant get to sleep right now? and i am chatting with her. She's missing her anglelic boyfriend and she kindda smell like him right now. And she likes it. it makes her feel that he's right beside her every single moment. So i told her, sometimes people tend to miss their boyfriend or girlfriend so much that he/ she too wants them darn badly. Yes, thats how me and her are feeling right now. But, its a good kindda miss. The one(s) whereby no matter how much you miss them, they're just a phone call away and don hesitate to rush down just to be with you, that sort of miss.

(Apparently, what i've kept telling myself is not working as how i want it to).

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Rather short post today!!




Signing off:
Kenny Chng

Time @: 0305am